ano ba talaga?
POSTED AT 10:32 AM

tequilachik

yes, i admit i was bad. i did almost everything that can ruin my life... but am i not allowed to have a chance to change for the better? am i not allowed to make my life more meaningful than before?

i'm not the only person who committed this mistake. in fact there are lots of females who are like me, had a kid with a man i really don't want to grow old with... but this does not mean that i am the rudest person ever!

i never thought that the people i expected who'll be there for me til the end will be the people who will put me down. i respected them more than i respected myself but they ruined it. i don't know if i should continue talking to them or not. are they just envious of what is happening to my life right now or they  just really don't want me to be happy. i keep on asking myself, "ano ba ang maling nagawa ko sa kanila?", but i can't think of anything. i have been good to them eversince, my mom even entrusts me to them is she'll be leaving and i won't have anyone with me while she's out.. its all messed up..

i don't understand what is happening.. i wish i could do something..

stress marse!!
POSTED AT 09:55 AM

tequilachik

nagte-training ako ngayon dito sa 24/7.

currently on culture and communications training, parang gradeschool lang eh subject-verb agreement at verb tenses. kaloka talaga! tapos may mga assessment pa na makikinig ka at ire-record mo ang sagot, pinakamalupit yung mag-uusap kayo in english sa harap ng trainer at si trainer nage-evaluate. hay naku mga marse, nakaka-stress talaga ang training pero ok na rin dahil alam naman naming kailangan namin ito.

cst na kami next week..

 

miss ko na kayo sa ps.

to you!
POSTED AT 08:12 AM

tequilachik

thank you...

for making me happy

for making me feel important

for the love

for the patience

for the companion

for everything

thank you...

Listening to: always be my baby - david cook
Feeling: senti

enzo is out part 1
POSTED AT 03:43 PM

tequilachik

and finally here's the baby...

name: renzo miguel

b-date: feb. 15, 2008

weight at birth: 2.6kgs

more pictures coming out...

             

 

        

 

 

Feeling: happy

dreams....
POSTED AT 11:53 AM

tequilachik

is this for real  or am i just so excited to see my baby?...

i keep on having dreams that i am with a baby boy who is so cute and cuddly..these makes me so excited of giving birth to my first baby who is due on the 23rd.

how i wish that he would really be looking like the baby in my dreams..

aaaahhhhh, i really can't wait to see and touch my baby.